sape kata drama tipu?

sebenarnya tajuk atas tu mcm takde kaitan dgn apa yg aku nk cerita ni :) aku xkisah aaa korang nk gelak ke, kesian ke kat aku ni.

otw nk pi dewan pagi tadi, dgn keadaan yg tersangat laa mengantuk (tak cukup tdo), aku bjalan laa dgn gaya2 seorang guru yg sewajarnya. hik hik hik. singgah jap kat SAL room, discuss dgn chief pasal work dis weekend. pot pet pot pet... so, aku pon sambung jalan balik.

"Opps! assalamualaikum miss fatin..nasib tak tlanggar." "Waalaikumslm, hah, awk nak pi mana ni? jalan elok2 sket ye.." ada pulak budak ni nk tlanggar aku. ceh. sambung jalan balik...
"Eh? mana miss ni? kejap betul dia turun tangga! br nk tya keje...."


++++++++++++++++ di suatu tempat yg tak berapa nk jauh dr bilik SAL...+++++++++++++


"Lalalala... eh eh! Aaaaaaaaa!!!!!"


adegan seterusnya adalah aku yg dah tergolek dok kat atas lantai, tgh tgk2 sekeliling, ada tak org nampak. "Fuh, line clear. Selamat! aduh....."

ntah, aku pon tak pasti apa yg jadi. yg aku tau, aku tgh nk turun tangga, tetibe je kaki aku jd lemah, mata aku gelap jap. a split second. gedebak gedebuk! serius, aku berguling jatuh tangga, mcm yg dalam drama slalu tunjuk tu. aku tak tipu. masa jatuh tu, tak ingat sakit. tgk line clear tak, bukan apa, malu beb! naseb baik xde org langsung. dah lega xde org, baru aa sakit tu datang. aduuhh... nasib baik aa aku bguling tu ala2 cover sket. takde aa tersingkap mana2 :P dalam pada jatuh tu, seb baik tgn ni sempat nk capai tiang. kalau tak, mau nk sepuluh anak tangga aku tergolek.

kesimpulannya, aku mmg suka jatuh. bukan sengaja pon. dari dulu lg asik jatuh je manjang. bukan nye org tolak ke apa. apa daa fatin :)

ni tgh tuam kaki. apa laa nasib badan. hai...

the one I called...

meja yg telah kemas sebab dah tibe masa pulang! (jgn tertipu dgn skop kamera ye..keluasan meja yg asal telah dicover sebaik2nye untuk mengelakkan pemandangan serabut yg tak sesuai dipamerkan)

jalan2 yang selalunye, dan pastinya sesak dgn lori (wpun dlm gambar ni ade satu je)

haaa, ni la 'bank' kedua tempat saya melabur hari2... RM3.20(pagi) + RM3.80 (ptg) = RM7. CEH...

"Cikgu, nak balik dah?" "Ye, dah lewat ni. Balik dulu..." sempat lagi abg toll ni.

TANGKAK = 29KM = 15min (pagi) / 30min (ptg). jap lagi korang tau laa kenapa.

haah, ni la sbb nye! bila nk balik umah, ni je yg mampu aku tekan. jgn wat pasal tekan lebey, dapat escort + surat cinta lagi kang...

SELAMAT DATANG KE DAERAH LEDANG. ntah kenapa, smpai skang aku masih kekok lagi sebut daerah ledang tu. isk..

haa, setelah hampir 2 bulan lbh (kalu tak silap) aku kat SARS1, baru ni laa aku dpt amik gambar. bukan ape, xsempat. pastu, amik gambar pon bukan boleh terang2, kang budak2 nampak mulalah sebok nk enteprem :) ohye, kalo org len ade letak gambar main gate, aku xdapat nk amik sebb gate jauh nuuun kat bawah bukit. malas nk turun.

haaa, ni jalan naik ke sekolah dari bawah...

yang ni plak gambar yg diambil dari level 4 sekolah. sekolah aku ade 4 aras bukit, yg mana tak lama lagi bakal jd 5 level. penat woooo panjat bukit tiap2 ari...

pape pun, bukit tetap ku panjat jua tiap2 ari :) maklumlah, guru berdedikasi, heheh. oleh sebab tu je gambar yg ade, aku stop kat sini dulu. jumpa lagi!

Merdeka di SARS1

yesterday was the Merdeka Celebration for SARS1. it was a successful event, with lots of interesting activities around the school involving both teachers and students. though how much i wished to be part of the activities (as participant la, of course) i could only watch from aside. *sigh* aku kene jadi penyelaras untuk semua aktiviti untuk guru2 (yg mana ade 4 acara membabitkan hampir 100 guru)

acara2 semua berlangsung serentak, so basically i have to move around from time to time to observe and help my fellow colleagues yg sgt excited dan bersemangat (mula2 mcm malas2 je, tapi dah nk akhir2 sume bersemangat nk menang) hehehe. kelakar betol tgk gelagat masing2.

well, i guess photos work best to describe these events... check it out:

hah, ni cikgu cikgi tgh bersusah payah buat kolam ranggoli guna beras kaler2. ada gak cikgu ngelat, dh siap lukis dr umah. heheh. lantaklah korang...

yang ni pulak, kumpul cikgu hadi tgh buat layang2. group laen dh lama sampai, grup depa ni mai paling last! bukan sengaja, sibuk uruskan budak2 kat dewan..

yang ni pulak gubahan dr buah2an dan sayuran.. masing2 tunjuk hebat :)

sebenarnya, ada byk lg events dan gambar2 yg menarik nk di'upload', tapi aku tersangat aaa malas nk tggu lama2. so, dat's all for now. ciao!

Teacher, Teacher

teacher, teacher, don't be dumb!
give me back my bubble gum!

teacher, teacher, i declare,
tarzan lost his underwear!

teacher, teacher, don't be mean,
give me a dime for the coke machine!

-TRADITIONAL

my life as a teacher now...

assalamualaikum...

lama betul aku tak update blog ni. tak berkesempatan nak menulis :) maklumlah, komitmen sebagai guru menuntut masa dan kosentrasi yang berpanjangan.

Alhamdulillah, buat masa ni, aku kiranya dah 'sah' jadik seorang cikgu kat sebuah sekolah di pagoh, johor. life is not that great, but i'm willing to brave it years more to really feel what it is like to be a teacher. honestly, i do believe that one cannot truly called themselves a teacher, as long as they are not able to understand and 'live' it with passion, and withstand all the obstacles and hardship by being one.

my life everyday begins as early as 530 in the morning. I wake up, and then getting ready to school as lively, cheerful and energetic as i can. at 630 am, i drive to school for about half an hour and arrive at around seven. the journey sometimes can be a bit boring (cause around that time, there arent many cars around the highway except for lorries, and i have to speed past them to avoid getting caught in between) so, only songs keep me company along the way to school.

arriving there, i clock in, and head to the staff room to get ready with books, notes, appearance, basically, with everything before beginning the class. most of the days, i start my first class at around 9 the earliest since i got only 4 periods a day, 10-12 in a week. (at the moment ye! next month tukar jadual lg) i got only 4 classes; 3G, 3E, 4G and 5I to teach. i teach English, civics and arts to these classes and my! what a challenge it is to teach these subjects :) For English, i don't have problem except for finding correct methods to cater for different levels among the students. And as for Civics and Arts, i am completely clueless! heheh. Dulu zaman skola memang tak suka seni sangat2, Sivik pulak masih tak wujud zaman aku skola dulu. *sigh* pening jugak nak ajar tuh!

nevertheless, i try with the best of my abilities to teach my students. my real passion is English, so wherever i go, i promotes the use of english as a second language to my students. many of them ask me how to really like and learn the language without having to struggle or being bothered too much by it. my reply is: "When you genuinely like something, you wont be feeling troubled ot bothered by it at all. try to like English before learning it. you'll be surprised at how different it feels when u learn something u truly like."

i would not want to say that English is easy, but learning something with passion make it way more enjoyable than without one. that is what i believe. i'm not good with English myself, but i'm willing to go to many extent to improve myself on the language. responding to many people saying that English is the language of colonization (i had encountered this once), i think there is nothing wrong with people learning different kind of languages as long as they know what is good for them. The foundation of learning itself is good. so, why must we be afraid of learning if u can improve or benefit from it? those who hide behind this lame excuse of 'language of the colonization' are cowards and losers (pardon my harshness). Rasulullah SAW pun menggalakan umatnya tuntut ilmu, 'tuntutlah ilmu sampai ke negeri China'. so there is no discrimination to what you can or want to learn. just dont lose your faith and beliefs as Muslims.

well, well. i think i wrote enough for now. i really wish to put on some pics like others (it makes the entry more 'attracting' kan?) but i dont have any camera, apatah lagi, handphone ku hanya sebuah nokia 3100 yg lama (tapi penuh jasa!). soon enough, i hope to be able to upload some :)

before that, good luck to all my fellow TESLIAN friends out there. semoga kita semua berjaya menjadi seorang guru yang istiqamah dalam menyebarkan ilmu untuk kebaikan umat di seluruh muka bumi Allah ini. Tabahkan dirimu, cekalkan tekadmu dan kukuhkan azammu, inilah jihad kita di jalanNya. semoga Allah SWT akan terus memberkati perjuangan kita, insyaAllah!

breaking down

1: "Nmpk...td ats moto. xsmpat nk msg suh tgk... huhu.."

1: "Br blk mkn. ms pg, xnmpk blan. sbb dlm otak trbyg mknn je..haha..smlm ujan.xdpt nk tgk.."

1: "Nape?truk sgt ke level?"

1: "Lek2 dl..jgn r dwnheartd sgt.take tym 2 get 2 noe wut thy like,apa approach previous teacher,etc.mse prac dl, stdnts laen kn...huhu...insyaallah..u cn get thru dis."

2: "Aigo.. Aku rs sbb ko tak cantik kot! Sbb tu bdk2 tanak blaja dgn ko! ;P Tgk aku dgn P***. Berebut2 bdk2 nak srh masuk kelas! Ko mmg b**** yg gagal! Aku rasa ko kna start dr basic la. Cb cr diorang minat apa, pastu guna dlm kelas. Mcm jadikan Naruto sbg maskot dlm kelas ke... Or guna lagu dlm kelas ke..."

2: "Aish! It's too early to give up! Kan kita belajaq mcm2 time TESL dulu. Cb cr balik lesson plan dulu2, mesti ada yg bole guna punya. Ganbatte! Jgn mengalah!"

and as i' about too fall, there are always goodhearted people who believes in me and supported me...

[thanks to 1 n q]