W.E.E.K.E.N.D

Haaaaaa~~~
hari ni jumaat, esok sabtu. weekend!
br ingat nk bergumbira, tapi xkesampaian.
esok ade LDP plak sampai tengahari, adoi~~~

tetibe teringat kat...
hmm..


another boring weekend...

nani punye pasal, tambah keje je!

1)Beside your lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
huh?

2) How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
aku dh lmbat!

3) Who was the last person / people you took photo with?
um? honey kot... ntah, lama dh x amik gamba

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope

5) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
um. najib, and dulu ade sorang lg... dulu laaa..

6) Do you want someone to be dead?
xade jgk

7) What does your last text message say?
abes, watpe je mlm ni?

8) What are you thinking right now?
sian muhsin...

9) Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yup.

10) What was the time you went to bed last night?
xingat

11) Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
ntah. pakai bj along

12) Is someone on your mind right now?
yup.. mesti laaa

13) Who was the last person who text you?
en muhsin

Ten LUCKY person to do this quiz.
1-shy
2-gugu
3-zaiqe
4-fuad
5-hazwan one
6-norlee
7-udeen
8-nani
9-orang tu
10-muhsin

14) Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
drong

15) Is no.3 a male or a female?
male.

16) If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
shy dgn udeen? muakakakakak!!

17) What is no.1 studying about?
dh abes blajar... kot? lupe...

18) When was the last time you chatted with them?
hmmm.. ade yg baru lg.. ade yg dah laaaaaaamaaaaaaa...

19) Is no.4 single?
fuad? single kot... hahaha

20) Say something about no. 2.
best mate!

21) What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
tak pernah jumpa pon...

22) Describe no.9.
refused. point blank.

23) What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
hahah, biarkan aje

24) Do you like no. 8?
adik saya kot~~~ heehhe

25) How about no. 10?
transparent. honest. omoshiroi. heheh

yada yada yada~

chaste heartfelt

“Saturday mood is in the air. And when I thought I could finally catch my breath, I was again mistaken. Weekends are no longer ‘a pleasurable indulgence’ for a woman with a young heart like me…”

It is only two weeks and already it felt like forever. Life is no that easy and I don’t see it could be any easier if I do nothing. Everything’s trying on my nerves and patience and the only consoling word that I had is ‘patient’. You just need to say it, and it will all seem like a magic, almost too easy to work on.

It is not that I don’t have the first ‘P’ in this way of life, but the second ‘P’ makes it almost difficult for me to go on. Yup, I do have big first ‘P’: Passion to teach. But the ‘P’ number two: Patience gets me all worked up on my earlier days of teaching. I often wonder, why is it Ss nowadays are sooooo in favour of making other people’s lives soooooo miserable, i.e. my life. Why is it that they come to S, to sit on that C, to be in that C if they never had the intention to listen and learn in the first place? Why bother coming to school wasting their P’s goddamn money if they never intended or even don’t give a hell about what happened to them in the future?

Though it’s one logical notion, but I could not understand it. I just couldn’t.

In this very S, there’s a hierarchy for everything, everywhere. You can’t just sit wherever you feel like to, without the danger of being labelled ‘out-of-place’ or worst, ‘big-headed’. It happened to me, today. I did it without realising that I might have been labelled with any of the names I said just now. It has been my own style to sit at the front row in any event (without ‘ganggu’ing appropriate places for any of the ‘orang atasan’) tapi yelah, kita kn org baru, how would I know?!! Shoot.

I realised that the winner of any situation is that those who suka sangat buat keje sambilan tolong kipas2 ni. aku ni maaplah, memang xade langsung skill mengipas. Nk cakap pon tgagap2 lagi. Kata orang, learn from experiences. And that the experiences might be the unpleasant ones, endure it for as long as you think you can.

Dan untuk kesekian kalinya aku pasrah dan berserah…

merapu saja!

hari ni dah hampir 2 minggu jd warga SARS1. perasaan? jgn tanya. hahaha. apa yg penting, still standing [have to, for at least another 30 more years] aku still sibuk dengan relief kelas yg banyak setiap hari, muak dan buhsan dgn soklan yang aku kira ntah ape2. tak akademik langsung! tak byk guna otak, guna kepala lutut je *geram*

oh ye, akhirnya aku dapat jugak jadual waktu. aku pegang 3 kelas, so dengan adanya jadual waktu ni, aku rasa termaktub laa kot aku berada di sesi pagi :) kira agak senang hati sbb kalo kene pi petang, kene start all over balik. susah gak tu. tapi aku tak mau berharap sgt, just keep ma finga crossed. fuh.

arini sampai umah lambat lagi. nk dekat pukul 3. esok dah nk masuk kelas, ape pun xprepare lagi. SOW apa benda pun aku tak dapat lagi. aduss...

tadi message Gugu. rindu kat dia. ingat wiken ni plan nak pi jenguk fiza kat batu pahat, tapi fuluss plak nggak ada. ceh. gaji oh gaji. [Gugu, bertabah! kita boleh lakukannya!]

sebut pasal gaji, akak2 GSTT tu sibuk ajak aku pi JJ sok. "jom shoppin..." aku tau laa dapat gaji esok. [takpe fatin, sabar....]

i'm waiting for saturday to come, yet again. hope to make up for everything that went wrong last saturday. ney, hayaku kaerimasu! R.I.N.D.U! heheh

aku sedang merangka2 next chapter for d chronicles. ntah bila nk abes. terlalu byk masa berlalu, terlalu byk memori hilang. terlalu byk kemanisan, terlalu terasa kepahitan. shoooooot...

lately aku ade byk benda yg aku masukkan dlm wish list. wpun bday dah berkurun lepas, tapi wish list ni baru je wujud beberapa minggu lalu. [atas dasar 'motivasi' dan 'penggalak' untuk menghabiskan duit. ceh.] saje je nk share. heheh

1] handphone baru (dh btaun2 tak tukar)

2] cake mixer

3] kitchen knives

i dont really hope that people would give me the above three (hehehe) jsut like that, but the last one on my wish list would be possible :)

4] Diary of a Wimpy Kid

hahah. berharap betul. ceh. :P

saya tak punya masa lagi!!

ceh.
baru brapa ari kerje, dah ngadu tiada masa.
aku ni giler agaknya.
really miss writing something for pleasure.
hope to produce something. soon. i hope so much.

btw,
to my 'bestest' guy muhsin,
welcome to blogging :)
welcome home, welcome back.

penempatan saya dan kawan2 di merata tempat.. UPDATED

THIS IS THE MOST RECENT UPDATE AFTER MEETING AT JPN IN RESPECTIVES STATES ALL OVER MALAYSIA

JOHOR
fatin - SMK SULTAN ALAUDDIN RIAYAT SYAH 1, PAGOH
gugu - SMK SRI PERHENTIAN, PONTIAN
fariha - SMK TENGKU ARIS BENDAHARA, KLUANG
ayien - SMK DATO' ONN, BATU PAHAT
nirah - SMK TUN ISMAIL, BATU PAHAT
fairus - SMK TAMAN DESA CEMERLANG, JOHOR BAHRU
Pen - SMK SIMPANG RENGGAM, S.RENGGAM
Fuad - SMK SERI KUKUP, PONTIAN
Moon - SMK TAMAN DESA TEBRAU, JB
Awin - SMK TAMAN PELANGI, JB
Sham - SMK MERSING
Fiza - SMK TUN ISMAIL, BATU PAHAT
Dayah - SMK TUNKU MAHMOOD ISKANDAR, SENGGARANG
Ezlan - SMK PERMAS JAYA 2, JB
Paan Girl - SMK
Azura - SMK JALAN JONID, MUAR

btw, kat bawah adalah senarai kawan2 di negeri lain

Kedah
Macha - KULIM
Mando
Bard -
Paan Boy - PULAU TUBA, LANGKAWI
Rafiqi - BALING
Q - PULAU TUBA, LANGKAWI
Kak Ina - SIK
Zel
Azilah
Ain - SIK
Mami
Nadia
Suairah
Che We
Akmal
Azam

Terengganu
Derung - SMK KETENGAH JAYA, DUNGUN
Ayu - SMK KUALA BESUT, BESUT
Mary - SMK BUKIT NENAS, SETIU
Ezita - SMK BELARA, MANIR
Dila - SMKA DURIAN GULING
Sanda - SMK KUALA JENGAL, DUNGUN
FarahNadia - SMK PELONG, SETIU
Juha - SMK PUTERA JAYA, SETIU
Farihan - SMK MATANG, KUALA BERANG

Pahang
Zaiqe
Atiqah
Emah
Hanin

Sarawak
Md. Nor Haliq > Limbang

Negeri 9
Farhana

only He knows..

I woke up yesterday morning at 6 troubled by news from my sister about a girl’s tragic death in one room at her university (for news, check local newspapers on July 1st, 2009). I don’t know why, but the story about her death kept repeating in my mind to the extent of me ‘visualizing’ the whole thing over and over again. The whole picture was troublesome, though I didn’t see anything or even get near to the scene. I never really affected much by tragic news like this, but this time, it caught me relentlessly.
The girl was found dead in her room due to severe haemorrhage. Believed to be unaccompanied, the girl who was reported to rent the room during the break gave birth in her room alone and suffered a heavy blood loss. Both the baby and the mother did not survive. What more tragic was the fact that they were discovered only two days later by MHS committee after some freshies were complaining about ‘unpleasant smell’ coming from the room. Suspecting nothing, the committee opened up the room only to discover the deceased.
Nani baru je balik dr U** tadi. She shared some of the details of the incident and what has been going on in the university ever since. The atmosphere was affected, and surely this gonna take some times before it will heal. Anyway, at the moment I did not wish to talk more about the details, but to those who read this entry, marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan al-Fatihah untuk kedua2 nya. AL-FATIHAH…

Sesungguhnya, segala urusan jodoh dan maut di tangan-Nya, kita tidak berhak untuk memperkatakan tentang ketentuan yg telah ditetapkan. Apa yang mampu kita lakukan ialah sama2lah kita berdoa semoga Allah SWT mengampuni segala dosa, mempermudahkan laluan dan merahmati roh arwah dan juga untuk kita kelak. Amin.

wohoo~!

malam tadi pi mydin MITC dgn angah. shopping barang2 aja nak bukak gerai esok :) nk buat ice blended katenye, hehehe. sebenarnya xplan pon nk pi sana, tapi tgh bsiap2 tu angah tetibe je kata "Jom kita pi mydin la nak?" aku pon apa lagi, ok aje lah.. hehehe. put on my jeans and white tshirt, with a cardigan on (nanti mesti sejuk, apa laa fatin) kitorg pon gerak aa dalam pukul 830 tu. xtau aa mydin tututp kul brape, ahhh.. gamble je laa. kalo nk tutup pi aje laaa tesco (aku nk bjalan2 sebenarnya, bosan)
nasib baik xramai sgt org mcm masa mula2 bukak dulu. fuh. sambil2 dok tolak trolley tu, aku dgn angah sempat lg merapu mcm2. kira bajet la, apa la. hehe. sudahnya, barang kitorang sendiri lg mahal dari barang2 ice blended aja :P

balik dr mydin tu, aku selongkar balik almari buku nk cari surat pjanjian biasiswa TESL (ntah mana laa aku letak). tgh2 cari tu, aku terjumpa pulak gambar2 zaman foundation dulu2. heheh. tgelak sorang2 tgk muka masing2 yg kebudak2kan :) nanti la, kalu ade masa, aku upload kan sume gambar2 tu. mesti ade ramai yg tergelak sama.

-peace n 1 luv-