2010

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious n the Most Merciful..

today, its december 22, 2010.

in 2 days time, i will be married to a man whom i think the only person (so far) who could love me, hate me,

and accept me, the way i really am.

i'm a hopeless romantic, and i'm a foolish girl who'd fall in love again n again in dis course of life,

but i believe, this is the time where i would never again fall in love, but with only dis one man.

the journey is yet to take its turn, but i hope, i would live to see many other great things in dis world (insyaAllah) with the person i loved the most.

and in a matter of 7, or 8 days,

2010 would be another history.

another memories.

written among many pages in the book we called life.

strength and courage must we muster,

to face a great deal of things we have yet to see.

i am afraid.

fear that i would fall and stumble upon hardships and challenges.

fear that i would lost to worldly temptations, evil's hatred, or human's contempt and jealousy.

and i fear the most that, i'd lose ppl i love and God's mercy on me.

but i'm keeping my head high, my hopes even higher,

for families n friends worth having,

for a world worth living,

and,

for a love worth fighting,

may Allah bless us. insyaAllah.