it's time to head for the finale...

lalalala...
dah pukul 3 pagi, dan aku masih lg di dpn pc ni.
ceh.
kul 10 nk gerak balik dah, boooosaaaaaannnnnn..............
siyes tak bersemangat nk balik.

dan seperti kebiasaannya, cuti adalah sebenar2 cuti untuk aku.
menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dan fokus pada proses hibernasi :P
hahah, takde aa btol2 berhibernasi, tapi mmg xde istilah kerja dlm otak.

AE semakin membimbangkan, and the usual me couldnt be bothered at all to finish up things.
memang teruk laa ko ni fatin!
one week left, starting tomorrow, it is the final frontier;
whether or not i'd be able to graduate with flying colours, i have to decide for myself.
geez, chapter 4 and 5 arent that easy to deal with.

okay, no use to whimper about things now;
goodbye home, hi ya IPKB!

it's my day..

1.Honey
"....Slmt hr lahir...
Smoga tercapai apa jua yg di inginkan...
i love u so much.."

2.Asmalia
"...Hepi bday yg ke 24. Aku masih 23 tau. hehe... Smoga ko sntiasa drahmati Allah... Smoga cpt smpi seru. Hehe..."

3.Akmal
"...Selamat hari lahir, semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Bahagia selalu dan tercapai semua wish list..."

4.One
"Happy birthday cik Tintin...makan byk2 sket.da kepeng sgt tuh.nnt angin tiup melayang plak.huhu. May ALLAH bless u 4 eva. smoga brbahagia sntiasa..."

5. Family
"Selamat ari jadik!!!! esok pi dating ek? hhehehe....." <--call dlm kete :)

6.Najib
"Selamat hari jadi.. Happy birthday to u..." <-- dia nyanyi lg!

7.Che Ril
"Hye che fatin...wanna wish u happy birthday... may god bless u always...congrats! u r 24 already...heheheh..."

8.Udeen
"anyway... heppy bufday buddy.. selamat panjang umo murah rezeki..lekas2 kahwin.. member sorang tu da pening2 dah tu.. ngeh3x... "

9.Abg Nobeat
"Selamat ulang tahun ke... 24..."

10. Aida

11. Ezita

"Hapy birthday fatin, older n wiser u r nw... hugs n kisses mate, thru gud n bad... muahs..."

12. Ebil "happy birthday che' tin!!!semoga hari2mu akan datang lebih bermakna dr hari2 yg lepas.celebrate ngan abg kat mane???gossip mari!kisses n hugs!"

13. Nadot "happy burfday gurl;)"

14. Oya "Epib'day fatin... Haha.."

15. Gugu "Memet, hepi 24th bday! Welcome 2 the club..."

16. Ain "Slmt ari jd. smg pjg umo murah rezeki"

17. Etok "Alles Gute zum Geburtstag..!!!"

18. Esya "Happy Birthday Fatin! My prayers n best wishes be with you~ have a nice day ah"

19. Azilah "Fatin...happy birthday...semoga pjg umr n mrh rzki...tcare.."

20. Muhsin "asal la org2 tua makin tua ni? hari tu din, skrng ko lak, hahabtw happy beday!!"

21. Shy "Slmt menyambut ulang tahun yg ke 24. teruskan jihad menuju redha-Nya!"

22. Abg Izwan "Hepy Besday cikgu Fatin...sebaya kita rupanya...moga panjang umur murah rezeki cepat jodoh..calon dah ade tu..huhuhu ."

23. Farra "sahabatku fatin, happy birthday! first of all, i love u, i really do it juz that i do not get the chance to say it out loud. but we always understood each other, that's what makes our frenship special. wishin u all the great n happiness in life. May Allah bless u wif his great blessings... may our frenship last forever my dear!"

24. Hyder Marjon "Epy Birthday kak Fatin...gud in life..and God bless... "

25. Shahira n Hidayu of SMKBP

26. Yusoff Shariff "happy bday.."

27. Sofi C5 "wish u a Happy Birthday, I wish u a Happy Birthday and may Allah bless u..=) (sang with xmas tone..=p)"

28. Elee Nabilah "happy birthdayyy kakak"

29. Ahfat C5 "hepi bfday mkcik fatin...smoga pjg umor n murah rzeki ye...kalo da murah rzeki nati bleh la blnja mkn kfc...huhuhu... =p "

30. Alia Mustaza "kak fatin! happy birthday ;) have a great one"

31. Azra Mddin "happy birthday~"

32. Appy "Happy belated bday fatin..." (padahal lg seploh minit nk tukar hari, ceh...

33. Mysarah "....Aku mahu menjadi insan terakhir mengucapkan hari lahir buatmu... muahh3x! hik2 ^_~ All d best 4 u dear..."

Thanks a lot guys~!

the wish list.

i wish, throughout this life for...

1. a good, blissful years ahead...
2. a healthy body and a clear, conscientious mind...
3. a happy, contented life with my family and friends..
4. a true love, blessed by Allah SWT..

a glimpse of lights...

first of all, i would like to congratulate Afiza n Shamil for the newborn Haqq :)tahniah for the new addition to the family, hoping to see more in the future.
well, well..rasa terharu tgk kwn2 satu persatu membina keluarga masing2.tak sangka ramai dh jadi ibu ayah, masa berlalu dgn pantas.serasanya mcm baru je abes skolah, heheh.asmalia faizal dgn amsyar, afiza shamil dgn haqq (baby boy je sume ni)n maybe ramai lg yg aku tak tau.

alhamdulillah, aku tumpang gembira, malah bersyukur padaNya atas rahmat yang aku kira rahmat bersama sekelian Muslimin muslimat seluruh alam ni.ada rakan2 yg baru melangkah setapak dlm alam perkahwinan, barangkali akan mengikuti langkah ibu2 ayah2 kita ni.dan pada yg belum lg berumahtangga pon nampaknya dah teruja nak dpt zuriat (ebil laa yg paling obvious skali).bukan nk mengata org je, aku sendiri terkena tempias :) serius, tgk kwn2 dapat baby ni rasa mcm nk jgk dpt baby.pada hal tak tau aa dh ready ke tak nk pikul tanggungjawab yg besar tu.

aku teringat time chatting dgn asmalia, dia beria2 suh aku kawen cepat."aku xkira, ujung taun ni ko kene kawen jgk! amsyar tak ade kawan nk buli.."aku tergelak besar bila bc benda ni. kalo lah ko suh aku kawen, dpt anak so that anak ko leh buli anak aku,aku akan pastikan anak aku buli anak ko balik tau! hehehe..
tapi hakikatnya, bukanlah aku xmau kawen lg... aku rasa kawan2 TESL aku dh naik berdarah telinga dengar aku ckp nk kawen :P tapi tu lah, belum ade rezeki lg..
aku yakin, Allah telah menentukan suatu jalan, suatu arah untuk aku... dan mungkin belum waktunya...tiap masa aku berdoa, semoga Allah SWT permudahkan segala urusan untuk aku mendirikan rumahtangga dan menimang cahaya mata aku sendiri.(wah! aku dah pasang angan2 sendiri!)dan as, mungkin kau pun leh doakan aku,manalah tau, insyaAllah ade rezeki ujung taun ni, dapatlah ko merasa mkn nasik minyak aku,dan mana tau setaun pastu dapat la anak ko geng nk bermain~!

>>kita hanya merancang, Allah jua yg menentukan.
dan untuk kesekian kalinya,
aku redha atas apa jua kehendakNya....<<

the happiest, the newly wed

Selamat Pengantin Baru~!

Hehehe. Yeah, yeah. I think u guys already knew bout this, our friends Kak Rah and Din selamat dh berkahwin :) tahniah untuk kedua2 nya. Semoga jodoh korang berpanjangan, dan hubungan yg dibina dirahmati Allah sehingga ke akhirnya, amin~
Aku pi jap ptg dorg nikah tu, wpun dlm keadaan yg xbrape proper laa.. heheh. Mana taknye, org pakai bj kurung, aku pakai jeans. Actually, aku xberapa sehat ptg tu, xplan pun nk pi. Tapi, disebabkan esok tu faiz xdapat nk teman, aku ajak laa dia pi tgk2 umah nirah ari jumaat tu. So, nanti aku pi sorg tak la sesat :) (wpun aku doubt aku akan sesat)
Sampai je kat umah nirah, dorg dah selamat nikah pun. Kebetulan paan girl dgn dayah sampai waktu yg sama dgn udin, aku dgn faiz pun pi laa jenguk jap.. hehehe.
Needless to say, both bride n the groom were very happy. Below are some of the pics I took dat eve:

ni banting kat entrance umah kak rah, heheh. xsempat nk dok sebelah :)

pengantin lelaki yg tersenyum (senang ati, dah selesai~!)

singgahsana sang mempelai.... (betul ke guna sang ni?)

kak rah: "Saya dah jd Puan, heheheh" (konon2 je tau!~)

Well, untuk hari persandingan, aku xamik gambo sbb xbawak camera. So, xde pic pun :( tp xpe, best sebab dpt kumpul ramai2 raikan majlis n dpt mkn byk, hehehe.

Last but not least, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU UNTUK MUNIRAH N AZAMUDIN~!

haa, ni gambo saye la! *wink2*

tired.

duh~

it's 650 am, n i havent sleep for hours now.

not the usual 'sleepyhead' me, heheh.

mlm td aku teman dayah kat umah, n wpun plan nk tdo,

tp aku xtdo pon.

mesti aku pengsan jap lg :P

apa nk mkn ek pg2 ni, lapar plak.

um, sebut pasal lapar ni, aku teringat plak.

mlm td timbang berat,

ingatkn effort mkn byk selama ni bhasil,

tp tidak...

berat aku masih lg mcm tu, bahkan turun lg.

bukan tak bersyukur, just trying to gain more weight.

nanti taklah "uit akak~! mcm org sakit je!" (ni sume ayat nani, cess~)

nevertheless, it's a fact that i'm not the type to gain weight easily, though i eat a lot.

well others trying hard to maintain theirs, i can eat whatever i want without

worrying too much about getting too fat, alhamdulillah.

just wish i cud put up a lil more so that i feel better.

hmm, dah xtau nk tulis ape.

nk sambung keje, dayah tgh lena diulit mimpi. ceh.

:)

penning off.

Chapter 2

Every day she looks at the horizon, witnessing the beauty of the world God had created for her, for all of the worldly being. The innocence and purity of every creation are glorious and overwhelming. Only those who really understand and reflective enough would be able to see what is behind each entity that lies across her essence and hanging between the skies; they are the answers to every creature’s miseries and happiness in the world. She has her own way of savouring these; her own comfort would always be Moon and Stars. Earth just cannot understand how mortals could so heartless (if they have hearts intact) to abuse and devastate these miracles of God.

She pulls herself together as time passes by. There are so many things around her these days and patiently she attends to every one of it. She could have no other way better to amuse herself. Little trifles from the earthlings are amusing and sometimes a little trying for her nature, but she smiles to all these.

When days seemingly to be overpowering her calmness, she starts to shudder. She got nothing to hold on to, but her sturdiness does not give in. Day and night, she silently clings to her will...

Weeks, perhaps months have passed when the birds start to fly by, whimpering, that Wind would soon come…