a moment together..

skang ni dok lepak2 dgn ney kat xpresso. Jap lagi dia nak balik dah *sigh* aduh, cepat btol masa blalu.. Raya ni terasa singkat sgt, masa yg dihabiskan byk utk travelling je..

By the way, esok dah stat skola. Keje byk menanti, keje2 yg aku tinggalkan demi menyahut lambaian cuti (heheh). Ada modul yg nak dsiapkan, kursus yg menanti, dinner skola, konvo, mcm2 lg.. Yang pasti, aku xkan dapat hangout dgn kawan2 lama sbb maybe aku xdpt join diorg time raptai nanti... Sure as hell m gonna miss them (sorry gugu, sorry bard, aku xdpt kotakan janji aku lg skali)

Apapn, kpd kawan2 tersayang, Selamat hari raya..chak chak pong! (ni faiz yg tulis, sibuk je)

W.E.E.K.E.N.D

Haaaaaa~~~
hari ni jumaat, esok sabtu. weekend!
br ingat nk bergumbira, tapi xkesampaian.
esok ade LDP plak sampai tengahari, adoi~~~

tetibe teringat kat...
hmm..


another boring weekend...

nani punye pasal, tambah keje je!

1)Beside your lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
huh?

2) How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
aku dh lmbat!

3) Who was the last person / people you took photo with?
um? honey kot... ntah, lama dh x amik gamba

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope

5) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
um. najib, and dulu ade sorang lg... dulu laaa..

6) Do you want someone to be dead?
xade jgk

7) What does your last text message say?
abes, watpe je mlm ni?

8) What are you thinking right now?
sian muhsin...

9) Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yup.

10) What was the time you went to bed last night?
xingat

11) Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
ntah. pakai bj along

12) Is someone on your mind right now?
yup.. mesti laaa

13) Who was the last person who text you?
en muhsin

Ten LUCKY person to do this quiz.
1-shy
2-gugu
3-zaiqe
4-fuad
5-hazwan one
6-norlee
7-udeen
8-nani
9-orang tu
10-muhsin

14) Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
drong

15) Is no.3 a male or a female?
male.

16) If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
shy dgn udeen? muakakakakak!!

17) What is no.1 studying about?
dh abes blajar... kot? lupe...

18) When was the last time you chatted with them?
hmmm.. ade yg baru lg.. ade yg dah laaaaaaamaaaaaaa...

19) Is no.4 single?
fuad? single kot... hahaha

20) Say something about no. 2.
best mate!

21) What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
tak pernah jumpa pon...

22) Describe no.9.
refused. point blank.

23) What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
hahah, biarkan aje

24) Do you like no. 8?
adik saya kot~~~ heehhe

25) How about no. 10?
transparent. honest. omoshiroi. heheh

yada yada yada~

merapu saja!

hari ni dah hampir 2 minggu jd warga SARS1. perasaan? jgn tanya. hahaha. apa yg penting, still standing [have to, for at least another 30 more years] aku still sibuk dengan relief kelas yg banyak setiap hari, muak dan buhsan dgn soklan yang aku kira ntah ape2. tak akademik langsung! tak byk guna otak, guna kepala lutut je *geram*

oh ye, akhirnya aku dapat jugak jadual waktu. aku pegang 3 kelas, so dengan adanya jadual waktu ni, aku rasa termaktub laa kot aku berada di sesi pagi :) kira agak senang hati sbb kalo kene pi petang, kene start all over balik. susah gak tu. tapi aku tak mau berharap sgt, just keep ma finga crossed. fuh.

arini sampai umah lambat lagi. nk dekat pukul 3. esok dah nk masuk kelas, ape pun xprepare lagi. SOW apa benda pun aku tak dapat lagi. aduss...

tadi message Gugu. rindu kat dia. ingat wiken ni plan nak pi jenguk fiza kat batu pahat, tapi fuluss plak nggak ada. ceh. gaji oh gaji. [Gugu, bertabah! kita boleh lakukannya!]

sebut pasal gaji, akak2 GSTT tu sibuk ajak aku pi JJ sok. "jom shoppin..." aku tau laa dapat gaji esok. [takpe fatin, sabar....]

i'm waiting for saturday to come, yet again. hope to make up for everything that went wrong last saturday. ney, hayaku kaerimasu! R.I.N.D.U! heheh

aku sedang merangka2 next chapter for d chronicles. ntah bila nk abes. terlalu byk masa berlalu, terlalu byk memori hilang. terlalu byk kemanisan, terlalu terasa kepahitan. shoooooot...

lately aku ade byk benda yg aku masukkan dlm wish list. wpun bday dah berkurun lepas, tapi wish list ni baru je wujud beberapa minggu lalu. [atas dasar 'motivasi' dan 'penggalak' untuk menghabiskan duit. ceh.] saje je nk share. heheh

1] handphone baru (dh btaun2 tak tukar)

2] cake mixer

3] kitchen knives

i dont really hope that people would give me the above three (hehehe) jsut like that, but the last one on my wish list would be possible :)

4] Diary of a Wimpy Kid

hahah. berharap betul. ceh. :P

saya tak punya masa lagi!!

ceh.
baru brapa ari kerje, dah ngadu tiada masa.
aku ni giler agaknya.
really miss writing something for pleasure.
hope to produce something. soon. i hope so much.

btw,
to my 'bestest' guy muhsin,
welcome to blogging :)
welcome home, welcome back.

reading pride and prejudice and sipping hot peach tea...

today, i spent most of my morning time reading jane austen's pride and prejudice. lama dah x beromantika dgn novel2 klasik, hehe. bila depressed, one of the cure is reading Mr Darcy and Miss Bennet's romantics :) simple enough a method, hahha.

few weeks of holiday at home do not really provide me with much entertainment. i dont watch TV (just 4 d news). i read books, watch anime and read books again. comforting enough 4 me to avoid idleness. Mornings on weekdays i spent with Myra, my cute lil niece (she's growing up fast, ooohhh...) well, babysitting isnt something that i'd love to do, but spending ur time with lil baby like myra surely a good way of practicing ur domestic skills. heheh. bagi susu (susu botol la!) bagi makan, main2, changing nappies, and the list goes on. all in all, i'm a loving aunt! hehehe

once or twice a week, would be my time with Faiz. we would spent some time together for a cup of coffee or watching movies. kalau x, we would just drove around town, borak2 sambil tgk2 karenah org. for this, we spent merely half to one hour before saying our goodbyes. though distances between us arent dat great (dekat sgt!) but we hardly see each other. love ya!

It’s a Wednesday blues..

I got weird dreams lately. Selalunye aku cuma mimpi 2,3 kali setaun, tapi kali ni byk pulak... Sumenye mimpi pasal kawan2, yg pada aku macam satu hint or a kind of foreshadow (which I hope not) of what is about to happen.

Can’t remember the details of each dreams and respective people involved, but I do remember this one particular dream about my best friends. I can’t really understand the meaning, but I don’t feel good about it. It is something about him going away to Europe and stuff. Bukanlah maksudnya secara literal yg that person akan pi eropah, tapi it means that he’s going away, far… hmm, I do hope that both of them are doing fine there…

Arini rasa tak sihat, sakit perut je. Mcm kene food poisoning jek. Apa ek aku mkn mlm td? Adoi… tak suka betul..

Think I need an ORS. Penning off for now. Ja.

ari yg xbest lgsung..

ok..
hari ni dah la penat, xde mood..
pastu kete plak kene langgar!
argh~!!
duit lg..

benci, benci, benci~!

when the day is raining...

it's raining, and i could not be any happier :) sape laa x suke time sejuk2 cani, best je tdo. tp yg xbestnye, aku xdpt tdo, tapi stuck dlm kelas dgr lectures... (sigh)

skang aku tgh dengar asif present LCA, ntah amende die merapu kat depan. heheh. well, i suddenly remembered my conversation with LPG about my ambition. she's so positive that she responded to it in quite a way that i would have not expected of her to say it.

for me, everyone deserve a second chance to improve themselves. people should not always be judgemental. as for myself, i'm learning slowly to train myself not to be blinded by hatred and prejudices. think of the bright side, and u'll be surprised as what it can do to others, miraculously.

but then again, its part and parcel of life.

ash, 1245hrs.

it's time to head for the finale...

lalalala...
dah pukul 3 pagi, dan aku masih lg di dpn pc ni.
ceh.
kul 10 nk gerak balik dah, boooosaaaaaannnnnn..............
siyes tak bersemangat nk balik.

dan seperti kebiasaannya, cuti adalah sebenar2 cuti untuk aku.
menumpukan sepenuh perhatian dan fokus pada proses hibernasi :P
hahah, takde aa btol2 berhibernasi, tapi mmg xde istilah kerja dlm otak.

AE semakin membimbangkan, and the usual me couldnt be bothered at all to finish up things.
memang teruk laa ko ni fatin!
one week left, starting tomorrow, it is the final frontier;
whether or not i'd be able to graduate with flying colours, i have to decide for myself.
geez, chapter 4 and 5 arent that easy to deal with.

okay, no use to whimper about things now;
goodbye home, hi ya IPKB!

tired.

duh~

it's 650 am, n i havent sleep for hours now.

not the usual 'sleepyhead' me, heheh.

mlm td aku teman dayah kat umah, n wpun plan nk tdo,

tp aku xtdo pon.

mesti aku pengsan jap lg :P

apa nk mkn ek pg2 ni, lapar plak.

um, sebut pasal lapar ni, aku teringat plak.

mlm td timbang berat,

ingatkn effort mkn byk selama ni bhasil,

tp tidak...

berat aku masih lg mcm tu, bahkan turun lg.

bukan tak bersyukur, just trying to gain more weight.

nanti taklah "uit akak~! mcm org sakit je!" (ni sume ayat nani, cess~)

nevertheless, it's a fact that i'm not the type to gain weight easily, though i eat a lot.

well others trying hard to maintain theirs, i can eat whatever i want without

worrying too much about getting too fat, alhamdulillah.

just wish i cud put up a lil more so that i feel better.

hmm, dah xtau nk tulis ape.

nk sambung keje, dayah tgh lena diulit mimpi. ceh.

:)

penning off.

lalalala~!

today, i'll be back to where i should be. bosan. i'm not ready for all that, i know. but i got to.

esok ade presentation, aku xprepare lg, hehe. malas je bila balik umah nie. nantilah, mlm kang aku siapkan la ape2 point yg patut. hiopefully all goes well.

now that i think of it, i cant really go home without some hesitation anymore. my mind will be 'plagued' with thoughts that tormenting, feelings that suppressing. geez. mana lg nak pi ni? i need to find another sanctuary soon.

till next time, penning off.

xoxo.

the first entry

hmm..


i dont know why i started a new blog.


perhaps my mind went off too far today, and i just something to re-direct it.


well, i think this will be the new place for me to let out all my feelings..

ok, a smiley face from nelly to boost up my energy, hiyah~!